| So I was bored and decided to read "tobacco smoking" in wiki,today very interesting. Even though I know the hazards of smoking I still do go figure hehe. Anywayz I don't even know why I'm still writing here lol... Had this xanga account for mad long now hmmmm 6-7years? 8 maybe? damn mad long.
So life's been boring or em I just making it boring? went sky.diving I can cross that out from my "10 things before I die to do list". Thought it would have been more of a thrill yeah it was pretty exciting but during the free fall I didn't even scream, the girl I jumped with told me I was the first one she didn't hear scream for my life lol. I just shrugged and told her I liked the parachute fall more than the free fall lol. Wow.. I don't know hehe.
Soooo me saving up for my studies I'm glad I've been saving up almost have enough to pay for a year and a half. Hehe I took everything my parents gave me for granted espically my education damn and my medical bills after being in 2 accidents and also other things lol. Man I'll make them proud that's for sure. But shit time fly's so fucking fast. Man ahaha my lil brother karl wow.. his already 16 and staying up late on the phone with his gf WOW! it was just like yesterday he was chubby and wore glasses now his a bboy wow! lol.. I'm happy for him though but to bad his still as lazy as ever I blame lawrence, ellery, and chester for that hehe. Ahaha shit I just want to fly away to mount everest with the illest northface jacket and a stick of malboro lights and enjoy the view =). Anyone wanna come? dont have to smoke hehe ^_^ goodnight.
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| Went sky diving and it was awsome.. beautiful!!! cross that out of my last things to do before I die list ahaha
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| " I'm gonna live "
As I stared out the window not knowing what was gonna happen next all I can think of that very second is how I was gonna end the day?, will it be to fix my motor?, go out with friends and eat out?. Who would have thought that I would have fallen in love with you that very day and not realize it until it was to late.
But now I just want to turn back time and correct myself from ever meeting you, cause the hurt and the burden you put me through was to much. But now I'm gonna live.
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| I like it how we wake up one day and realize it's time for change, easier said than done huh?
It's never to late to realize your mistakes, and try in make that change. It mostly never takes over night to change something you've been doing for a while. That was my mistake, I always thought I could just wake up one day and say "It's not that serious" laugh it off and yes I've change yes I've moved on but in reality all those feelings of regret, feeling sorrow for yourself, all comes crashing down on you. I'm learning the hard way it does take time to move on and it's a healing process. I'm sure some of you have had this problem as I'm trying to deal with mines now. All I can say is, Love yourself before anyone else be true to yourself and to your feelings. Everyone deserves to be happy everyone deserves to have a REAL smile.
Masaya na ako pero sakit parin pero ok lng diba ginawa ko na want I should have done in a while. Smile na lng tayo and let life take way!!!!
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| yes I'm the king of the world! lol 
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